Merciless he stood beside her feet The final stroke was about to blow When he heard this sound An awkward moaning, whaling if you will.
Checking out, god knows there would be testifies He came into a pink room where a small baby waited for milk Stretching it's innocent hands to the blooded bat in his hands.
For a second he was confused As if this rock of a heart had been touched for the first time in so many years Would he spare her, or orphan a child? A tear rolled down his cheek, he stood up and cast the final stone.
There used to be a thing called respect. Friends? Where are they when you need them ... Parents? You're an adult, take care of yourself. Siblings? Maybe the good ones, the bad ones however ... Love? If it comes your way and that's a big if Loniless? All of my life.
I know what I'm worth and expect to be treated according to that. I know my worth ...
Something new A sunrise to set A rainbow to catch In a world of possibilities If it were only true ... I'ld agree.
Something old Memories gone by painfull or to cherrish good and bad something in between? All I know is from a torn soul Less good than bad, but some ... some in that undefinable grey zone we call life.
Something borrowed Traits of your personality Some sanctified, some disdained From furious anger till passion unlimited Let's just say ... that the world itself is limited.
Something new, something old and something borrowed The marriage can begin Open the curtains It's showtime Let the audience in!
Words don't come that easily When all is said and done Maybe I was wrong and you have no surface Maybe I was wrong and you are actualy proud of it Maybe I was wrong and maybe you don't have no surface Shallow is what I saw
A familiar hand touched my shoulder sitting while I sang my incantation in blue I didn't turn around for a moment, cause for sure he would have seen the raindorps too But I held my head, chanted instead an swallowed the tears away To be able to greet him, as he deserved, as I did My companion in crime, my soulmate in space, cause for us time just doesn't seem to have a place.
Your touch would have driven away a week of tears Your kiss a lifetime of memories Your love would have made me happy That's all it was ... ... and is.
Watching the rain drown ... Drown itself in the dirt, the dirt of yesterdays hurt The pain that drags you around The soil never to be bound Just the remains of nightly whispers of the first cut of the last
There was a will to live and a will to stay But to answer to your question? Yes, I am tired yet
And so many more to come Loss, grief, death all a part of life all a part of numb
Maybe it was meant to be this way To suffer as one does I still don't seem to comprehend How futile, secondary and fast Others seem to deal with pain, loss and grief Or is it considered just a minor twist in their egocentricity?
Drained from emotions From energy From Time I see the nearest goal in sight Persist, damned If it's not up to you you wouldn't have gotten this far.
Pain is what a man causes to weep ... Hope is what a woman causes to rejoice ... Maybe they're the same and both and both and the same but still there is a little difference between a woman's hope and a man's grief.
The grapevine told me this morning ... The other work being practicaly finished ... I can continue here again - even if it's just for a while, a moment snapped in time, a moment where I can be myself, if you know what I mean ... Thank you Marilyn!
Wisdom in madness, chaos and sometimes an oasis of peace in the eye of the hurricane, dreams, rainbows, chocolat, snow, butterflies, Hazel, those crunching leaves under your feet in autumn, the first springsun, the burning summersun, mountains, books, music, snow, rainbows, new discoveries, love, the feeling of being alive. More to come ...
I have a slightly dark chaotic mind, which will become clear in my writings. I started writing poetry in my twenties, several poems have been published in various magazines. Her first book 'Quills of Fire', written with Marilyn Campiz, appeared in November 2009. Contact the author for a copy!